Finished

We are finally finished. Reta called yesterday to tell me that we are officially ready to wait. We are family #10. Meaning if there is a birthmom who doesn't want to choose, they go with the couple whos been waiting the longest in line. But for those who do want to choose, they will see our letter and picture along with the other 10 clients. Talking to Reta yesterday, I was very calm. I thought I would be super excited, which I am, but I just felt contented. These past few years have been such a battle to get to this place. When I first found out about my infertility I was so angry and bitter. I thank God that Rick is strong.. a lesser man would have left me. Once I realized that God has a plan for me, I knew I just had to be patient and see what happens. Now I am closer to being a mommy than I ever thought I would be. I've learned so much about God and who He wants me to be throughout this whole experience and I wouldn't change any of it. I thank the Lord for his trials and his gifts.